It's in these late hours
When the night is at its peak
When dawn is on the brink
Of breakin' through
That all these emotions get stirred
And now comes the pivotal point
When you don't need to bleed
Just to feel alive
You're not going to beg and plead
Not anymore
You're breakin' through this endless darkness
Comin' out to see the light
The sun kisses you're cheeks
For the first time in weeks
Now this you know
Is truly being alive
So, I was reading through some of my old poetry a couple of days ago, and this is one of the poems that totally jumped out at me... Writing is one of my main outlets, for every season in my life there is a thick stack of papers with words passionately scribbled across them. I realized though that I have truly turned a new page over in my life, I'm startin' out on an adventure, not knowing how it's going to turn out, maybe this will be one of the best things to ever happen or maybe I'll end up heartbroken. I don't really care how it all ends up, well I want it to end well, but I'm just gonna sit back and enjoy the ride. I am walking out of the darkness that I have grown so accustomed to, and throwing my self head first into life, and I intend to truly enjoy it, no more sleepless nights, no more pain. Granted I can't live on this little high forever, but I'm going to enjoy it while it lasts. You never know what living is until you open yourself up to be hurt, until you truly expose yourself, don't leave anything hidden. Yes, you'll get hurt, but find that someone to cling to, who'll be there to help you up even when you stab each other in the back. Those are the people worth keeping around. I had forgotten how much fun being happy was, there's no stopping me now ;P... well there is my random little ramblings...
Peace, Jensen
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